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I dont wanna be remembered

  I dont want to be remembered by anyone. I dont owe everyone, if i do have something to owe to everyone, i will try to redeem.  But alone is better for me.  I imagine myself feeling the breeze, sitting by the ocean, and just gazing as much as horizon can spoiled my eyes.  I have been judged, emotionally bullied, critized, and i dont owe them my life.  i dont want to be remembered by anyone. because i dont trust no one. my distrust has grown  to insecurity. I questioned everything hoping to have answers of everything, instead, i was more judged, more bullied.  and then there`s a question of faith, of how as a person with  religion should act. My relationship with GOD is my. and i dont owe them my thoughts.  I dont want to be remembered by anyone. everything has its own expired date including humans.  my expiration date who knows. untill then... i continue to erase me in everyone`s mind.