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Birthday

 Today i`m 43.. I have live my life for that long.  I`m grateful and anxious at the same time.  how much time do i have?  will i make it another miles ?  Today.. only 1 person called .. somewhow, i kinda appreciate it. Everybody, only share their wishes through posting, through text, avoiding the voice, avoiding chit chat. I felt, special in a way. that 1 person called .. spending a few minutes just to wish me happy birthday.  I havent talk to another human being other than family members which that also few words a day. That`s the best present for today. A conversation.  A conversation --- a rare items lately.  People said a person can`t change. I have changed from extrovert to introvert , i used to think what will you do if you dont have friends, no people to to talk to. Guess i`m living it now. no friends, no people to talk to. Do i feel depressed? sometimes. But, rather hold your peace than open your mouth.  My Motto that i strongly belie...