despite all worries,this is my stories

Tinggal sendiri berdiri Satu persatu pergi menjauh Menuju satu titik baru Tinggal sendiri berdiri Di pusaran yang tak bisa terhenti Setiap langkah terasa terbelenggu Sayup - sayup kulihat senyum bahagia Terlintas cahaya berbinar di mata Terukir kisah baru menanti Dengan 1000 cinta telah teruji Langkahku semakin menjauh Hilang tak kembali Tak lagi menoleh apa dibelakang Terus melangkah,walau terkadang merasa tak pasti Seseorang disana sedang berproses sama sepertiku

I don`t know when the tradition start. About 6 years ago i think it all start. We`re talking life,love, and crap! Though it`s not a regular thingy, but when we have time we try to to sit,drink coffee,smoke and just talking shit. This is one of our few meetings. Today, we talked about soulmate. V      : "Have you ever feel that you have a soulmate?" Me    : "Define soulmate?" V      : "You know, you find the one that like bottle cap,match,fits,and all the crap" Me   : "  I don`t know, because every guy that i`m close with had potential to become soulmate" V     : " Stupid" Me   : "Maybe i do have" V     : " Yeah, who?" Me  : " Ai, I think -- and not sure" V    : " Why you think his yours?" Me  : " Well.. when we broke up, there`s nothing wrong with our relationship, the issue was that his ego was to big for both of us. So, yeah.. we broke up.But,...

How does it feel when you received a very great news and yet devastated at the same time? For the past 15 years or so i`ve been in my comfort zone, with my comfort friend. One of them is my truly best friend.She`s like everything to me. Friend,Sister,Crazy buddy but most of all she`s a family. We had our ups and down throughout the friendship.We laughed,we don`t -speak-to each other sometimes, and had a lot of crazy nights together. Last night, i received the news on my cell.  She :'cing...  me : ya cong  she : sebenernya hari Minggu kemarin ada berita penting. Insting udah langsung jalan  me : Tunangan? udah ada tanggalnya?  she : kalo urusan gereja selesai,gue kewong tanggal 30 November  CETAAARRR...  me : aLHAMDULILLAHHHHHHH  she: Udah jadi sekarang buruan lo ke tukang jait gue mulai ukur baju.  all i can say me : Okidoki