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In this couple of days i`ve been doing a lot of thinking. by doing that, now i`m confused. too much thinking :) GOD has been nothing but gracious to me, not only live and breath but HE got me through days. last week, we had ustadz -- a spiritual speaker , and because it`s almost ramadhan so the topics was around that. one of what he said was" what has GOD given to you? , HE gave you the world and its perks, and you have 30 days full to be more closer to HIM 1 month in 11 months HE gave the world. it hits me, i have been living with world materials so many years. have a job, good salary, good benefit. but those not only my hardwork , i believe GOD lead to these lavish life. as i`m pregnant now, having a good job, salary, good benefit seems not enough and those scary mind thinking am i good enough for my kid? if i quit my job, will my husband can support me and our kid? on the contrary, i hit the stage where i no longer enjoying work. but the compile of bills seems burden e...